I'm not usually this horny but you're very inspirational.
[ Jayce knows that his hunger for Viktor is unique. He is definitely into his partners when he has them, desire has always come easily once emotionally connected, but he's gone years in between without thinking about sex. He wants to feed Viktor's ego so he knows that he's special and be glad about it. It also happens to be the truth.
He is thinking about suggesting something more serious than grinding, he wonders what it would be like to be inside of Viktor, if he'd enjoy that. Jayce assumes that he will tell him what he wants though, his joking aside, which is why he keeps nibbling at Viktor's skin instead of doing more. He sighs dramatically when Viktor nudges him back and moves out from under him. Even pouts a little, although he doesn't try to stop him and follows him up when he pulls him.
Jayce is considering sliding into his lap and being persuasive about another option, when Viktor speaks and his eyes comically widen wide. It's the swear plus the suggestion, both wrapped up in the velvet of his accent, and his face floods with color. He swallows and his reaction is obvious as he starts to harden right then and there. ]
Um.
[ His brain freezes for a few seconds, it has to reboot. Jayce's eyes flicker to Viktor mouth and he lifts a hand, tracing those perfect lips with his fingertips. ]
Yes, fuck, yes, of course. What position is best?
[ Now he is very, very interested in moving anywhere Viktor tells him to! ]
I don't believe you! See how easy it was, for me to make you move? You have no backbone.
[Viktor sounds offended but he can't really hide the fact that he's smitten. Jayce's eagerness, and the way he completely short-circuits at the suggestion is extremely funny. He screws up his face to make it seem like he isn't about to burst out laughing, and the overall effect is likely just as comical. Viktor regains his composure after a moment, then pats Jayce on the thigh.]
Up on your knees. Brace yourself on the headboard. I'll take care of the rest.
[It's a position that effectively keeps Viktor under him, propped up on pillows, at just the right level without having to strain himself or hang half-off the bed, with the added advantage of leaving Jayce full control of his hips for the aforementioned and eventual fucking. Perhaps a little awkward, to start, especially because Jayce will have to support himself, even leaning against the headboard, but Viktor thinks he'll get the idea. He runs his hands down Jayce's sides and back up again as he scoots himself into a half-reclined position.]
Maybe I wouldn't give in so easily if I didn't know you like it when I obey you.
[ Their desires really seem to sync up well. Jayce, eager to please, Viktor, starting to like being pleased. This is the best situation he's ever been in while doing anything another person tells him to. Jayce can tell Viktor's expression is funny and he is the one who laughs, cupping Viktor's face in his hands. One thumb caresses the mole under his eye and the other the one over his mouth.
Jayce hesitates, not because he doesn't want to, he very much wants to, but he momentarily worries about if it will be comfortable for Viktor. He's never done this particular position, he's learning all kinds of new things. But Viktor does know what he's capable of and what he wants, and he looks to be making himself comfortable. So he trusts him, as he always does, following his instruction to scoot up closer to Viktor on his knees.
He feels the shiver of anticipation when Viktor's hands move along his sides and Jayce puts his hands on the headboard. He usually gives more than he receives, so this is a bit of a thrill. Especially the kind of authority Viktor is giving him.]
I do, yes. Maybe sometime you can boss me around. See if you enjoy it.
[That's part of what's exciting about this. Viktor knows Jayce intimately, even without being his romantic partner, but the reconfiguration of their relationship allows him to keep learning new things. Jayce is so, so willing to please, which Viktor has so far taken advantage of, but he's interested in exploring all possible configurations--if not now, then in the future. Despite the fact that he's giving the orders, Viktor is fully willing to let Jayce take some initiative.
Not that it's going to start that one. Viktor has his own plan, which he's ready to enact before Jayce interrupts with another declaration of love. Beneath him, propped up on the pillows, his expression of intent softens, regarding Jayce with a little smile. He reaches up and rests a hand at the side of his neck.]
You've made that abundantly clear. Let me do this.
[The hand against Jayce slides down his chest, past the flat plane of his stomach and down between his thighs. They're both hard already, thanks to the latest round of heavy petting, but he doesn't stroke. Instead, he simply uses his grasp to position Jayce optimally, craning upward a little to press his mouth against the head of his cock, tongue parting his lips slightly to tease at the head, just the start of what he has planned.]
[ Jayce knows his preferences but that doesn't mean everything else is a shut door. It's the opposite. He wants to try a lot of options, he has no idea what his overall preferences are due to limited experience. Like any good science, redoing experiments is necessary! He does react quickly and naturally to orders, but he is very 'take charge' in other aspects of his life. Anything is possible. If Viktor wants it, that's all that matters.
He can't stop telling Viktor he loves him because he has saved huge storage of times he held it back. It'll take a bit before it's all spilled out of him. Viktor doesn't seem to mind and he looks so sweet, his expression soft. It's a contrast to the fact that they are about to get very dirty, this sweetness, and Jayce almost touches his hair.
He is glad he doesn't because the moment Viktor's mouth touches him he gasps and flexes his grip on the headboard. His entire body shudders, still someone who reacts fresh and untouched every time. Jayce swallows hard, his mouth gone dry. ]
Please.
[ He sounds needy already but doesn't do anything other than holding himself where Viktor wanted him, tense in anticipation of more. ]
[Viktor could continue the conversation, he thinks, but he'd rather get to work instead. He offers a contented little hm in response and says nothing else, deciding to focus fully on the task at hand. He slides his eyes fully closed, deciding that if Jayce wants to watch him, he'll choose an appropriate moment to make eye contact. For now, he's enjoying this--the way Jayce responds to him so immediately, seizing up as if he's never been touched before.
Good. Viktor wants to make it so Jayce forgets what it was like, to be touched by anyone other than him. He thinks he's already most of the way there.
He's not about to give it up all at once. There's some appeal in easing his way into it--starting slowly and picking up speed, watching Jayce come undone as it all builds to release. Viktor puts a hand against the inside of Jayce's thigh, thumb stroking against the skin there as he mouths and kisses his way all the way down to the base of his shaft, then drags his tongue back up to the head.]
[ For the first time, Jayce doesn't want to carry on a conversation, he wants Viktor's mouth doing something else entirely. He said he wanted to get Jayce to shut up, and while he'll be loud in all the usual ways, he really isn't going to be able to think clearly as this goes on. Other people may as well not have ever existed for him. He doesn't even remember how it felt with Mel at this point, and it was only a few months ago. It's so overshadowed by Viktor's body and hands and mouth. ]
Viktor.
[ This is said both as a whine and another pleading. The hand on his thigh is gentle but he feels the stroke of his thumb at the same time as his mouth trailing over Jayce's hard flesh. He moans at the first drag of his wet tongue across him and struggles to hold himself still so Viktor can do what he wants. He was promised the chance to let loose a little later, to fuck into his hot mouth, so he has to keep sane until then. ]
Please don't tease me, love. I'll do anything.
[ He'll beg himself hoarse if he needs to in order to get what he needs. ]
[Viktor had resolved to not say anything, but Jayce is already losing his composure and outright begging, when he's barely begun to touch him. On one hand, this is exactly what he wants. On the other, the insistence that Viktor is teasing might irk him, just a little. When Viktor teases, Jayce will know. Everything he's doing right now is fully purposeful, to the point where he decides to break his own immersion just to make that known.]
Jayce, I need you to trust the process.
[He knows what he's doing! He's going to make this super worth it!
That said, if Jayce wants to keep babbling, Viktor isn't going to stop what he's doing in order to placate him. Now that he's given his first and only warning-slash-assurance that he has a plan and will not be torturing Jayce unnecessarily, he gets back to work. Viktor nestles shamelessly against him, Jayce's cock sliding up the side of his face as he curls his tongue around the base, one hand holding the shaft at the optimal angle while the other fondles his balls. He breathes against him, taking in their closeness and the warmth between them, eyes sliding closed again, apparently intending to enjoy the moment for himself.
This time, when he drags his tongue back up along the length of him, he closes his mouth around the head, allowing Jayce some slight, momentary relief.]
[ Viktor stopping to scold/assure him makes him sigh noisily. It definitely feels like teasing and he is always in a hurry, he can't help it. He has more of a tendency to get right to it, which Viktor knows considering he sucked on him eagerly the night before. But he gets the point. He'll have to let him do it his way. Viktor seems to be enjoying himself so maybe that's why he wants to take his time. ]
Alright, okay, sorry. I'll be patient.
[ He means it too, he has to let himself settle and enjoy 'the process' too. Jayce breathes in deeply and out slowly, although his breath sharply is taken in the next moment with Viktor nosing at him like that. Jayce enjoys doing this a lot to his lovers, he's not sure why he is surprised to see someone else really getting into it. It is actually very flattering that Viktor is so into him, that he desires Jayce and wants to make him feel good. The least he can do is to relax and let him.
And it seems like the moment he does that there is a reward because Viktor's mouth covers his sensitive head and Jayce groans, dropping his head down to press against the headboard. It gives him the chance to look down at the same time and see it, which only gets him going more. ]
Yes, thank you.
[ Jayce did tell him that Viktor could do anything to him and he'd thank him for it. He meant it literally. His gratitude is sincere. He feels overly hot and his head swims, but he resists the urge to push forward. It isn't time for that yet. ]
[Thankfully, his words have the intended effect, and he can feel Jayce become a little less tense. Only a little, but at least not ready to lose all his composure all at once. He's done talking, not about to continue the conversation past this point, and instead focuses entirely on making Jayce feel good, dipping a little lower on his cock and pulling back, a groan of pleasure in the back of his throat to signal that he's enjoying this, too. He wants this just as much, and enjoys being put in this position, where he relinquishes some measure of control to Jayce, because he trusts him implicitly.
He supposes he could tease, and torture, and drag this out as long as possible, but that's not why he suggested this. Viktor keeps his hand on Jayce's cock for only as long as he needs--he gets bolder, sliding up and back again, swiping his tongue along the head, and then he's ready to take Jayce fully into him, moving both hands to the thighs on either side of him. This time, he lets out a long exhale through his nose and relaxes his jaw, pulling Jayce forward a little, inviting him to inch further into his mouth.]
[ Jayce himself moaned the first time he took Viktor into his mouth, so starving for it at the time, but it does something to him to hear Viktor do it this time. He has almost the exact same response too, thrilled and turned on from knowing it's mutual. Viktor is getting a thrill off of pleasing him. Jayce is impatient and needy, but he does have somewhat of a grip on himself. Barely. ]
You really like this, don't you? Fuck, that's hot.
[ Viktor moves on him and Jayce makes small broken sounds each time he bobs forward, closing his eyes at the tongue along his head, holding it together. They snap open when he feels Viktor's hands on his thighs and the gesture encouraging him forward. Viktor told him he wants him to fuck his mouth, but now it's here in front of him, and Jayce swallows hard. He knows he wants him to take control and it makes his heart pound.
He leans his arm onto the headboard, fingers clasped tight into it, that will keep him steady, while his other hand drops down to caress through Viktor's hair. He slowly shifts his hips forward and slides deeper into Viktor's mouth. He takes his time, in part since that is what his lover likes, and also to make sure he doesn't put too much too soon. Jayce is careful to pause after every half-inch so Viktor can stop him if it is too deep, he is on the large side so he wants to be thoughtful.
It is focusing on making it slow that keeps him from fully reacting to the wet heat surrounding more and more of him, but he pauses after a few inches to lean his forehead into his arm, looking down. Seeing his cock in Viktor's mouth, he pulls out of him, cautiously trying out a shallow thrust in and out. A low moan passes his lips and he cups the back of Viktor's head. ]
You look so pretty with your mouth on me. No one has ever been this good, V. Can you take a little more? I don't want to hurt you.
[ Jayce knows Viktor can't talk back but can physically warn him, and he slides in another inch deeper. ]
[He knows he can stop at any time--that was what the slightly under-negotiated comment about two taps was for--but of course the last thing he wants to do now is talk, and jar them both out of the rhythm they're currently finding. His eyes are closed as he lets Jayce's cock slip further into his mouth. He's big, but nothing a little concentration can't take care of, and he does his best to relax his throat and tilt his chin at the optimal angle so that Jayce can plunge in further. He can tell that he's trying to go slow, which he appreciates, but it's accompanied by the usual concern about whether or not he can take it.
Of course he can take it. Viktor wouldn't have suggested this if he had any doubts about his ability to do this. Unable to offer verbal confirmation, he opens his eyes a little and makes an affirmative noise in the back of his throat, nodding just slightly to say that he likes it. Jayce starts to move and Viktor gives himself over, hands curling around Jayce's backside reassuringly.
Jayce wants more--he can tell, and Viktor wants to give it to him. When he asks to go further, Viktor squeezes Jayce's thighs to give him permission, even as his throat clenches and his eyes water.]
[ Jayce would be cautious with any partner considering the way this is set up. It is one thing when someone is giving a blow job but they have the power to move their head, picking how much they can take during the action. It is how he's always done and enjoyed it, although just as happy when they get into it enough to thrust. But the set up of this is all thrust (and trust) related.
He tells himself this is what Viktor asked for, and the way he touches Jayce reassures him of that. His hands curved on his backside, a squeeze to his thighs, they are on the same page. Jayce understands part of this is Viktor wanting him to take some control, so after a few ragged breaths, the hand in Viktor's hair tightens. He holds his head where it is firmly. Then he releases some of his tightly wound control and goes that little bit deeper.
This seems like a good place to focus on moving instead of testing that clenched throat. So Jayce starts a solid pace of pulling out and in, his hips going far back so that Viktor's mouth is just around his head, before pushing back in to that same point. Jayce is making all kinds of noises, moaning and gasping, whispering Viktor's name as the rhythm takes over and he purely is into it.
His eyes remain open although fluttering a few times from the sensation, watching Viktor's face for signs of discomfort but mostly out of desire to memorize this. ]
Beautiful, you're beautiful. Want to fuck you. Want everything with you.
[ His words are on a whisper, in between little pleased sounds. ]
[He knows that all Jayce really needed was some encouragement, and he's pleased when he feels his partner start to let loose. Viktor moans openly against the cock in his mouth, not wanting Jayce to worry to the point that he slows or stops. The hand in his hair drives it even further in, until the head of it hits the back in his throat and he nearly chokes on it. Despite the noise he makes in his attempt to suppress his gag reflex, Viktor doesn't stop, and, in fact, he grabs at Jayce's thighs, digging his fingers in to let Jayce know that he's okay and he should keep going.
The drag of Jayce's cock almost (but not quite) all the way out of his mouth offers him some reprieve, and he takes in a deep breath through his nose. Viktor's eyes are still shut, but his eyebrows are pinched together in concentration, seemingly focused entirely on not tapping out. He knows that he can, of course, but he's determined, wanting Jayce to get as much out of this as he possibly can. Wanting to see it through to its logical conclusion.
He does his best to be as relaxed as possible, even as he claws into his handholds, wanting Jayce to find no resistance as he slides in and out. Once he adjusts to the intrusion, Viktor hollows his cheeks, trying to make everything even tighter. Jayce starts babbling again and he allows himself to open his eyes, trying to meet Jayce's gaze to wordlessly offer reassurance.]
[ Viktor moaning on top of him vibrates his skin and also turns him on in how shamelessly he seems to be enjoying sucking on Jayce. His partner hasn't made that many noises so it's thrilling to find he can get him doing it here. Every time Jayce almost pauses, concerned by a reaction Viktor has, his nails in Jayce's thighs reassure him to keep going. He does try to go slow in the beginning to give Viktor more time to breathe, but as he goes, he moves a little faster as he chases that feeling.
Viktor's grip on him is tight and he likes that too, the only thing really keeping him from getting distracted worrying about Viktor's comfort. His hands are almost demanding in the way they encourage Jayce. He knows it would be so easy to let go like this, but when Viktor opens his eyes, two things happen.
1. He's hollowing his cheeks and that almost makes Jayce come on the spot with how tight it feels, so he groans loudly and grips the headboard so tightly it creaks as he pulls on it a little, gritting his teeth.
2. Their gazes meet and he knows he wants something else.
Jayce is torn between wanting to just ride this through to the natural end and trying to keep himself under control. His hand tightens in Viktor's hair and he pulls as the only real sign he can give at the moment that he needs him to stop. Because Jayce is catching his breath and bangs his head against the headboard, not too loud but distinct. ]
Stop.
[ He croaks, not sounding entirely sure of himself. Jayce's body disagrees with his choice and doesn't pull out of his mouth, but he's trying to get it together.]
I want to fuck you. I need to be inside of you. Please.
[Viktor knew going into this that there was a nonzero chance of Jayce not making it to completion, and as slightly disappointed as he is that he's not going to bring this current arrangement to its logical conclusion, he's also in the position of not wanting to say no to anything that he asks for. He can tell, however, that Jayce is fighting his own body, leaving them both frozen in a tenuous position for a long moment, Viktor outright whining around him at the sudden cessation of his thrusts. Still, he stops as requested and releases his hands from Jayce's backside, taking him in hand again so that he can free his mouth.
He pulls away a little sloppily, sucking in air, tears pricking the corners of his eyes from the temporary lack of unobstructed oxygen. Viktor is flushed and panting, but his eyebrows pinch in a way that indicates impatience. It would have been nice, he thinks to have Jayce finish in his mouth, or on his face, but now that he's decided otherwise, Viktor doesn't want to wait for it.]
Okay, come on. [He has no idea if Jayce wants to reconfigure them, but he does like the feeling of a larger body on top of him, so he might not be opposed to staying exactly like this. ] Do it, then.
[ Jayce needs a second once he's released because his body basically screams angrily at him, and he lets out his breath all in a rush. It doesn't help that when he looks at Viktor's face, he looks incredibly sexy this way, flushed and hungry. He is able to keep himself in control enough to move down the bed but the second they are within range, Jayce captures his mouth in an intense, passionate kiss. He tastes himself on Viktor's tongue and reaches around blindly until he captures the lubricant without looking.
Viktor really can just stay where he is and while Jayce would love to see him ride him, as they've discussed before, that can always wait. They have plenty of time ahead of them to do anything. He is feeling more aggressive than usual after Viktor egged him on, pressing his full body down against Viktor now, no holding back.
He obviously isn't going to do just do it. He needs to take a little time to open Viktor up, which is good because it will keep him from coming the second he thrusts inside. Jayce's fingers are big like the rest of him so he coats them, getting right to it by circling Viktor's hole with his touch and then pushing a finger in.
At the same time, he moves down Viktor's body, taking one of Viktor's nipples into his mouth and sucking hard on it. His mouth and touch are a little rougher than he ordinarily would be, but he's riled up. Jayce is fully in the moment, not in his head for once. It's a good thing Viktor rarely has his shirt off with anyone else, because the way Jayce is going, he's going to cover him in little marks. Enough that anyone who sees them will get instantly uncomfortable with how much it reveals of his possessiveness.]
[Viktor's next whine is muffled by the press of Jayce's lips against his, but he's hungry for it regardless, their tongues sliding together as his hands claw at Jayce's shoulders, pulling them together. It's fevered, and clumsy, but he likes this new desperation almost as much as he liked Jayce thrusting into his mouth. He knows that there's always a tacit concern that Jayce will be too much, too eager, but Viktor likes that--likes the roughness and desperation that happens when they both get worked up.
Jayce will find little resistance, though Viktor certainly doesn't stop their current activities to confess that he spent some time in the washroom readying himself for exactly this. Instead, he gives himself over to Jayce's hands and mouth entirely, arching up into him and sucking in a sharp breath at the slight scraping of teeth against his nipple. Still, he doesn't seem to be opposed to any of this in the least, hooking his leg back around Jayce's hips, encouraging him closer.]
[ Jayce could really get used to the way Viktor's fingers dig into his flesh, like they did with his thighs, and now with his shoulders. He wonders if he'll have scratch marks and he hopes so, or maybe that's the goal he should be aiming for. Viktor seems just as eager to dive into this type of passion so he has no reason to curb himself, letting them feed each other's desperation.
He finds that Viktor is giving no resistance and seems very open all things considered, which can only mean either he worked on himself or he's always like this, the latter being unlikely. Jayce feels a surge of desire again with the idea that he prepared knowing he wanted Jayce like this, and he groans, moving a second finger in easily and thrusting them harder than he normally would. ]
Someone got ahead of us.
[ Jayce smiles into Viktor's chest and moves over to his other nipple to play with it next, sucking and then deliberately closing his teeth on the sharp point. Not too hard, but definitely some tension. He releases it after and flicks his tongue against it, fingers moving firm and certain in him. ]
Tell me you want me to fuck you, Viktor. Tell me how you want it.
[ This is not his pleading tone, he sounds confident, that bossiness Viktor mentioned taking over for right now. He sounds demanding more than begging. ]
[He'd calculated a nonzero chance of this happening at one point or another over the course of the day, so of course he'd taken necessary action. Were they not pressed so firmly together, Viktor might offer Jayce a look to indicate that he was simply thinking ahead, and he cannot possibly be teasing him for this. He can't. It's not allowed--Viktor won't allow it.
Still, all his conviction is leaving him with every press of Jayce's fingers, the tongue against the bare skin of his chest and the sharp prick of teeth, just enough pain to be pleasurable. He thinks he's forgotten what it's like, to feel something beyond the fact that he's falling apart. Viktor wants to hold on to this as long as possible.]
Please-- [It spills out of him before he can stop himself. Viktor doesn't want to be the one begging--he likes to think he's too proud for that, but he feels like he no longer has control over his own body, much less the things that he's saying.] Jayce, I need it.
[ Jayce would have spent the time preparing Viktor despite slowly losing his mind because he is not an inconsiderate lover. But they both are caught in something more intense than they expected and he doesn't want to slow down, he wants Viktor writhing under him. He has been less noisy and vocal than Jayce so far, which was to be expected, but he's fairly sure that is about to change. That is what he thinks moments before Viktor actually does beg him, and Jayce feels like he's spinning into madness.
He will be smug and proud about that later, but right then, he can't think outside of fulfilling that need his partner asked for. Jayce hurriedly pulls his fingers out and slicks up his cock, moving back up Viktor's body. His hand grips Viktor's leg around him and squeezes, a silent warning to hold on, his other hand holding him up. But his entire body is on top of Viktor, covering him, even more so true when he guides himself where they both need him to be and then he's pushing inside of him, surrounding him in every possible way.
Jayce has to slow down if only because he has never experienced anything this good before. And he doesn't want to immediately lose it. He still is not as gentle or slow as he would normally try to be, instead he goes a little faster, pushes a little harder. He starts out on a moan that turns into a strangled cry when he bottoms out, trying to breathe.
He holds himself still to get it together but something in him snaps too, maybe he just is pushing his luck, but Jayce looks down at Viktor's face, his eyes dark from pupils blown wide. He is fully in him but not moving yet. ]
[Despite his bravado and the efforts taken earlier, it isn't exactly a substitute for being worked open in the moment. He can take it, of course, but it's tight, and as soon as Jayce starts pushing in, Viktor's head hits the pillow and lets out a guttural noise, powering through it. Jayce is still considerate, going slowly, but it's still a lot for them both to take, to say nothing of the fact that he knows he's doomed, all because he said please.
There isn't much he can do as Jayce slides in inch by inch, so he holds on for dear life, barely feeling like he's touching the bed anymore with the way Jayce is holding him, enveloping him. He pitches his hips full off the mattress, leg hooked around Jayce's waist, the rest of him held up by one broad arm around the small of his back. Jayce outright groans when he bottoms out and Viktor has his eyes squeezed shut, forehead pressed against the crook of his neck. He feels like he's had all the air knocked out of him, and Jayce wants him to say please again?]
Jayce-- [It's an exclamation more than anything else, Viktor's voice pitching upward at the feeling of being stretched open with Jayce's whole length inside him, though he's not so far gone that he isn't acutely aware of the fact that just the night before, Jayce had told him how much likes to hear Viktor say his name.] Do not make me beg you.
[ Jayce may be trying to push him to beg but it also is buying him a few seconds to adjust. Viktor is tight around him, outrageously tight, and Jayce knows that he is large, that his entire body could fall under the category of too much if he isn't careful. It is important that they hover as they are, adjusting to being this close. There is no breath between them, that is how close they are, no place where his body isn't touching Viktor. His heart hurts it is banging so hard inside of his chest.
Maybe Jayce would tease him more and push to get that please at a different time, but for now he just nods, turning his head into Viktor's hair where he has his face into Jayce's neck. He does love the sound of his name on Viktor's tongue though, in his distinct accent, and he nuzzles into Viktor's hair, kissing the strands. Jayce did already get a please out of him. That will feed him for a time.]
I'm going to move.
[ It is a warning more than anything else, for them both, because it is already so much for him to be inside of Viktor like this. That break to help them adjust gives Jayce a little more strength to take his time and not be the one mindlessly pounding Viktor into the mattress. He does pull his hips back, slowly, similarly to how he did when he first thrust into Viktor's mouth. He immediately regrets any space between them so slides back into him, less rough now that he has better control over himself.
Jayce groans and gasps into Viktor's hair, pulling out and in again, not a rhythm at all yet, more testing the waters as they both adjust. And because his body really wants to thrust so he is compromising. ]
[When he's in a position like this--so thoroughly enveloped by the body around him, unable to move much for worry of actually hurting himself--he'll find any other way to compensate. In this case, it's being verbally demanding, even if he's not sure how convincing it is when every minute shift of Jayce inside him threatens to send him over the edge. His own cock is pressed between them, no space for anything.
Jayce's first move in and out is slow and steady, and Viktor recognizes that he's trying to control himself. Perhaps part of him appreciates that, but the other part is impatient, able to push past the sting of it and any discomfort in favor of chasing waves of pleasure. He's got both legs hooked on Jayce's hips now, arms wrapped tightly around his neck.]
You want this, right? [Viktor's voice is low, out of breath, whispered right into Jayce's ear.] It's yours. You can take it.
[ The fact that Viktor's wrapped his limbs around him, holding on tightly but more importantly holding him close, only makes this more intense in terms of how every single part of them is caught as one now. Jayce feels the way Viktor takes in the breath to speak to him low and dirty, and he wants to give in, he just wants some mercy. He gasps in and out and leans his head against Viktor's. ]
Mine.
[ Jayce murmurs, drunk with lust, and the next time he moves his thrust is sharp, a snap of his hips instead of a roll. He knows they are not going to last long once they really get started, but maybe that's okay. They are both on this ride together. He has never been so aroused, so keyed in, so desperate. It's beautiful in its agony. ]
You're mine.
[ After everything, Viktor is his. Finally. Jayce gives them both some mercy by taking off the leash. He moves in and out of Viktor with a roughness he would feel bad about later, no real rhythm working perfectly since all he can do is mindlessly chase the pleasure of being inside him. There is grace in the way his muscles ripple, in how every thrust pushes his toned stomach against Viktor's trapped cock, giving much-needed friction.
He tries to kiss him but there is no real way to do that when he's out of breath, moans dripping from his lips. Jayce can't even ask him to look at him, unable to keep his own eyes open as he fucks Viktor in the way they both truly want, passionate and growing in speed as he topples over the edge. He can only groan as he starts to orgasm but keeps moving as if he wants to wring out every second of it for them both. ]
Viktor.
[ He says his name as reverently as a prayer, finally able to kiss him as everything goes white. ]
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Date: 2022-07-16 01:58 am (UTC)[ Jayce knows that his hunger for Viktor is unique. He is definitely into his partners when he has them, desire has always come easily once emotionally connected, but he's gone years in between without thinking about sex. He wants to feed Viktor's ego so he knows that he's special and be glad about it. It also happens to be the truth.
He is thinking about suggesting something more serious than grinding, he wonders what it would be like to be inside of Viktor, if he'd enjoy that. Jayce assumes that he will tell him what he wants though, his joking aside, which is why he keeps nibbling at Viktor's skin instead of doing more. He sighs dramatically when Viktor nudges him back and moves out from under him. Even pouts a little, although he doesn't try to stop him and follows him up when he pulls him.
Jayce is considering sliding into his lap and being persuasive about another option, when Viktor speaks and his eyes comically widen wide. It's the swear plus the suggestion, both wrapped up in the velvet of his accent, and his face floods with color. He swallows and his reaction is obvious as he starts to harden right then and there. ]
Um.
[ His brain freezes for a few seconds, it has to reboot. Jayce's eyes flicker to Viktor mouth and he lifts a hand, tracing those perfect lips with his fingertips. ]
Yes, fuck, yes, of course. What position is best?
[ Now he is very, very interested in moving anywhere Viktor tells him to! ]
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Date: 2022-07-16 02:50 am (UTC)[Viktor sounds offended but he can't really hide the fact that he's smitten. Jayce's eagerness, and the way he completely short-circuits at the suggestion is extremely funny. He screws up his face to make it seem like he isn't about to burst out laughing, and the overall effect is likely just as comical. Viktor regains his composure after a moment, then pats Jayce on the thigh.]
Up on your knees. Brace yourself on the headboard. I'll take care of the rest.
[It's a position that effectively keeps Viktor under him, propped up on pillows, at just the right level without having to strain himself or hang half-off the bed, with the added advantage of leaving Jayce full control of his hips for the aforementioned and eventual fucking. Perhaps a little awkward, to start, especially because Jayce will have to support himself, even leaning against the headboard, but Viktor thinks he'll get the idea. He runs his hands down Jayce's sides and back up again as he scoots himself into a half-reclined position.]
I'll tap twice if I need you to stop. Understand?
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Date: 2022-07-16 03:08 am (UTC)[ Their desires really seem to sync up well. Jayce, eager to please, Viktor, starting to like being pleased. This is the best situation he's ever been in while doing anything another person tells him to. Jayce can tell Viktor's expression is funny and he is the one who laughs, cupping Viktor's face in his hands. One thumb caresses the mole under his eye and the other the one over his mouth.
Jayce hesitates, not because he doesn't want to, he very much wants to, but he momentarily worries about if it will be comfortable for Viktor. He's never done this particular position, he's learning all kinds of new things. But Viktor does know what he's capable of and what he wants, and he looks to be making himself comfortable. So he trusts him, as he always does, following his instruction to scoot up closer to Viktor on his knees.
He feels the shiver of anticipation when Viktor's hands move along his sides and Jayce puts his hands on the headboard. He usually gives more than he receives, so this is a bit of a thrill. Especially the kind of authority Viktor is giving him.]
V.
[ Jayce looks down at him. ]
I love you.
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Date: 2022-07-17 12:16 am (UTC)[That's part of what's exciting about this. Viktor knows Jayce intimately, even without being his romantic partner, but the reconfiguration of their relationship allows him to keep learning new things. Jayce is so, so willing to please, which Viktor has so far taken advantage of, but he's interested in exploring all possible configurations--if not now, then in the future. Despite the fact that he's giving the orders, Viktor is fully willing to let Jayce take some initiative.
Not that it's going to start that one. Viktor has his own plan, which he's ready to enact before Jayce interrupts with another declaration of love. Beneath him, propped up on the pillows, his expression of intent softens, regarding Jayce with a little smile. He reaches up and rests a hand at the side of his neck.]
You've made that abundantly clear. Let me do this.
[The hand against Jayce slides down his chest, past the flat plane of his stomach and down between his thighs. They're both hard already, thanks to the latest round of heavy petting, but he doesn't stroke. Instead, he simply uses his grasp to position Jayce optimally, craning upward a little to press his mouth against the head of his cock, tongue parting his lips slightly to tease at the head, just the start of what he has planned.]
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Date: 2022-07-17 02:31 am (UTC)[ Jayce knows his preferences but that doesn't mean everything else is a shut door. It's the opposite. He wants to try a lot of options, he has no idea what his overall preferences are due to limited experience. Like any good science, redoing experiments is necessary! He does react quickly and naturally to orders, but he is very 'take charge' in other aspects of his life. Anything is possible. If Viktor wants it, that's all that matters.
He can't stop telling Viktor he loves him because he has saved huge storage of times he held it back. It'll take a bit before it's all spilled out of him. Viktor doesn't seem to mind and he looks so sweet, his expression soft. It's a contrast to the fact that they are about to get very dirty, this sweetness, and Jayce almost touches his hair.
He is glad he doesn't because the moment Viktor's mouth touches him he gasps and flexes his grip on the headboard. His entire body shudders, still someone who reacts fresh and untouched every time. Jayce swallows hard, his mouth gone dry. ]
Please.
[ He sounds needy already but doesn't do anything other than holding himself where Viktor wanted him, tense in anticipation of more. ]
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Date: 2022-07-17 03:49 pm (UTC)Good. Viktor wants to make it so Jayce forgets what it was like, to be touched by anyone other than him. He thinks he's already most of the way there.
He's not about to give it up all at once. There's some appeal in easing his way into it--starting slowly and picking up speed, watching Jayce come undone as it all builds to release. Viktor puts a hand against the inside of Jayce's thigh, thumb stroking against the skin there as he mouths and kisses his way all the way down to the base of his shaft, then drags his tongue back up to the head.]
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Date: 2022-07-17 11:47 pm (UTC)Viktor.
[ This is said both as a whine and another pleading. The hand on his thigh is gentle but he feels the stroke of his thumb at the same time as his mouth trailing over Jayce's hard flesh. He moans at the first drag of his wet tongue across him and struggles to hold himself still so Viktor can do what he wants. He was promised the chance to let loose a little later, to fuck into his hot mouth, so he has to keep sane until then. ]
Please don't tease me, love. I'll do anything.
[ He'll beg himself hoarse if he needs to in order to get what he needs. ]
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Date: 2022-07-18 06:07 pm (UTC)Jayce, I need you to trust the process.
[He knows what he's doing! He's going to make this super worth it!
That said, if Jayce wants to keep babbling, Viktor isn't going to stop what he's doing in order to placate him. Now that he's given his first and only warning-slash-assurance that he has a plan and will not be torturing Jayce unnecessarily, he gets back to work. Viktor nestles shamelessly against him, Jayce's cock sliding up the side of his face as he curls his tongue around the base, one hand holding the shaft at the optimal angle while the other fondles his balls. He breathes against him, taking in their closeness and the warmth between them, eyes sliding closed again, apparently intending to enjoy the moment for himself.
This time, when he drags his tongue back up along the length of him, he closes his mouth around the head, allowing Jayce some slight, momentary relief.]
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Date: 2022-07-18 06:59 pm (UTC)Alright, okay, sorry. I'll be patient.
[ He means it too, he has to let himself settle and enjoy 'the process' too. Jayce breathes in deeply and out slowly, although his breath sharply is taken in the next moment with Viktor nosing at him like that. Jayce enjoys doing this a lot to his lovers, he's not sure why he is surprised to see someone else really getting into it. It is actually very flattering that Viktor is so into him, that he desires Jayce and wants to make him feel good. The least he can do is to relax and let him.
And it seems like the moment he does that there is a reward because Viktor's mouth covers his sensitive head and Jayce groans, dropping his head down to press against the headboard. It gives him the chance to look down at the same time and see it, which only gets him going more. ]
Yes, thank you.
[ Jayce did tell him that Viktor could do anything to him and he'd thank him for it. He meant it literally. His gratitude is sincere. He feels overly hot and his head swims, but he resists the urge to push forward. It isn't time for that yet. ]
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Date: 2022-07-18 07:54 pm (UTC)He supposes he could tease, and torture, and drag this out as long as possible, but that's not why he suggested this. Viktor keeps his hand on Jayce's cock for only as long as he needs--he gets bolder, sliding up and back again, swiping his tongue along the head, and then he's ready to take Jayce fully into him, moving both hands to the thighs on either side of him. This time, he lets out a long exhale through his nose and relaxes his jaw, pulling Jayce forward a little, inviting him to inch further into his mouth.]
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Date: 2022-07-18 08:41 pm (UTC)You really like this, don't you? Fuck, that's hot.
[ Viktor moves on him and Jayce makes small broken sounds each time he bobs forward, closing his eyes at the tongue along his head, holding it together. They snap open when he feels Viktor's hands on his thighs and the gesture encouraging him forward. Viktor told him he wants him to fuck his mouth, but now it's here in front of him, and Jayce swallows hard. He knows he wants him to take control and it makes his heart pound.
He leans his arm onto the headboard, fingers clasped tight into it, that will keep him steady, while his other hand drops down to caress through Viktor's hair. He slowly shifts his hips forward and slides deeper into Viktor's mouth. He takes his time, in part since that is what his lover likes, and also to make sure he doesn't put too much too soon. Jayce is careful to pause after every half-inch so Viktor can stop him if it is too deep, he is on the large side so he wants to be thoughtful.
It is focusing on making it slow that keeps him from fully reacting to the wet heat surrounding more and more of him, but he pauses after a few inches to lean his forehead into his arm, looking down. Seeing his cock in Viktor's mouth, he pulls out of him, cautiously trying out a shallow thrust in and out. A low moan passes his lips and he cups the back of Viktor's head. ]
You look so pretty with your mouth on me. No one has ever been this good, V. Can you take a little more? I don't want to hurt you.
[ Jayce knows Viktor can't talk back but can physically warn him, and he slides in another inch deeper. ]
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Date: 2022-07-19 03:46 pm (UTC)Of course he can take it. Viktor wouldn't have suggested this if he had any doubts about his ability to do this. Unable to offer verbal confirmation, he opens his eyes a little and makes an affirmative noise in the back of his throat, nodding just slightly to say that he likes it. Jayce starts to move and Viktor gives himself over, hands curling around Jayce's backside reassuringly.
Jayce wants more--he can tell, and Viktor wants to give it to him. When he asks to go further, Viktor squeezes Jayce's thighs to give him permission, even as his throat clenches and his eyes water.]
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Date: 2022-07-19 04:56 pm (UTC)He tells himself this is what Viktor asked for, and the way he touches Jayce reassures him of that. His hands curved on his backside, a squeeze to his thighs, they are on the same page. Jayce understands part of this is Viktor wanting him to take some control, so after a few ragged breaths, the hand in Viktor's hair tightens. He holds his head where it is firmly. Then he releases some of his tightly wound control and goes that little bit deeper.
This seems like a good place to focus on moving instead of testing that clenched throat. So Jayce starts a solid pace of pulling out and in, his hips going far back so that Viktor's mouth is just around his head, before pushing back in to that same point. Jayce is making all kinds of noises, moaning and gasping, whispering Viktor's name as the rhythm takes over and he purely is into it.
His eyes remain open although fluttering a few times from the sensation, watching Viktor's face for signs of discomfort but mostly out of desire to memorize this. ]
Beautiful, you're beautiful. Want to fuck you. Want everything with you.
[ His words are on a whisper, in between little pleased sounds. ]
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Date: 2022-07-20 05:30 pm (UTC)The drag of Jayce's cock almost (but not quite) all the way out of his mouth offers him some reprieve, and he takes in a deep breath through his nose. Viktor's eyes are still shut, but his eyebrows are pinched together in concentration, seemingly focused entirely on not tapping out. He knows that he can, of course, but he's determined, wanting Jayce to get as much out of this as he possibly can. Wanting to see it through to its logical conclusion.
He does his best to be as relaxed as possible, even as he claws into his handholds, wanting Jayce to find no resistance as he slides in and out. Once he adjusts to the intrusion, Viktor hollows his cheeks, trying to make everything even tighter. Jayce starts babbling again and he allows himself to open his eyes, trying to meet Jayce's gaze to wordlessly offer reassurance.]
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Date: 2022-07-20 08:13 pm (UTC)Viktor's grip on him is tight and he likes that too, the only thing really keeping him from getting distracted worrying about Viktor's comfort. His hands are almost demanding in the way they encourage Jayce. He knows it would be so easy to let go like this, but when Viktor opens his eyes, two things happen.
1. He's hollowing his cheeks and that almost makes Jayce come on the spot with how tight it feels, so he groans loudly and grips the headboard so tightly it creaks as he pulls on it a little, gritting his teeth.
2. Their gazes meet and he knows he wants something else.
Jayce is torn between wanting to just ride this through to the natural end and trying to keep himself under control. His hand tightens in Viktor's hair and he pulls as the only real sign he can give at the moment that he needs him to stop. Because Jayce is catching his breath and bangs his head against the headboard, not too loud but distinct. ]
Stop.
[ He croaks, not sounding entirely sure of himself. Jayce's body disagrees with his choice and doesn't pull out of his mouth, but he's trying to get it together.]
I want to fuck you. I need to be inside of you. Please.
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Date: 2022-07-22 05:21 pm (UTC)He pulls away a little sloppily, sucking in air, tears pricking the corners of his eyes from the temporary lack of unobstructed oxygen. Viktor is flushed and panting, but his eyebrows pinch in a way that indicates impatience. It would have been nice, he thinks to have Jayce finish in his mouth, or on his face, but now that he's decided otherwise, Viktor doesn't want to wait for it.]
Okay, come on. [He has no idea if Jayce wants to reconfigure them, but he does like the feeling of a larger body on top of him, so he might not be opposed to staying exactly like this. ] Do it, then.
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Date: 2022-07-22 06:43 pm (UTC)Viktor really can just stay where he is and while Jayce would love to see him ride him, as they've discussed before, that can always wait. They have plenty of time ahead of them to do anything. He is feeling more aggressive than usual after Viktor egged him on, pressing his full body down against Viktor now, no holding back.
He obviously isn't going to do just do it. He needs to take a little time to open Viktor up, which is good because it will keep him from coming the second he thrusts inside. Jayce's fingers are big like the rest of him so he coats them, getting right to it by circling Viktor's hole with his touch and then pushing a finger in.
At the same time, he moves down Viktor's body, taking one of Viktor's nipples into his mouth and sucking hard on it. His mouth and touch are a little rougher than he ordinarily would be, but he's riled up. Jayce is fully in the moment, not in his head for once. It's a good thing Viktor rarely has his shirt off with anyone else, because the way Jayce is going, he's going to cover him in little marks. Enough that anyone who sees them will get instantly uncomfortable with how much it reveals of his possessiveness.]
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Date: 2022-07-23 04:29 pm (UTC)Jayce will find little resistance, though Viktor certainly doesn't stop their current activities to confess that he spent some time in the washroom readying himself for exactly this. Instead, he gives himself over to Jayce's hands and mouth entirely, arching up into him and sucking in a sharp breath at the slight scraping of teeth against his nipple. Still, he doesn't seem to be opposed to any of this in the least, hooking his leg back around Jayce's hips, encouraging him closer.]
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Date: 2022-07-23 11:42 pm (UTC)He finds that Viktor is giving no resistance and seems very open all things considered, which can only mean either he worked on himself or he's always like this, the latter being unlikely. Jayce feels a surge of desire again with the idea that he prepared knowing he wanted Jayce like this, and he groans, moving a second finger in easily and thrusting them harder than he normally would. ]
Someone got ahead of us.
[ Jayce smiles into Viktor's chest and moves over to his other nipple to play with it next, sucking and then deliberately closing his teeth on the sharp point. Not too hard, but definitely some tension. He releases it after and flicks his tongue against it, fingers moving firm and certain in him. ]
Tell me you want me to fuck you, Viktor. Tell me how you want it.
[ This is not his pleading tone, he sounds confident, that bossiness Viktor mentioned taking over for right now. He sounds demanding more than begging. ]
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Date: 2022-07-24 02:44 am (UTC)[He'd calculated a nonzero chance of this happening at one point or another over the course of the day, so of course he'd taken necessary action. Were they not pressed so firmly together, Viktor might offer Jayce a look to indicate that he was simply thinking ahead, and he cannot possibly be teasing him for this. He can't. It's not allowed--Viktor won't allow it.
Still, all his conviction is leaving him with every press of Jayce's fingers, the tongue against the bare skin of his chest and the sharp prick of teeth, just enough pain to be pleasurable. He thinks he's forgotten what it's like, to feel something beyond the fact that he's falling apart. Viktor wants to hold on to this as long as possible.]
Please-- [It spills out of him before he can stop himself. Viktor doesn't want to be the one begging--he likes to think he's too proud for that, but he feels like he no longer has control over his own body, much less the things that he's saying.] Jayce, I need it.
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Date: 2022-07-24 03:16 am (UTC)[ Jayce would have spent the time preparing Viktor despite slowly losing his mind because he is not an inconsiderate lover. But they both are caught in something more intense than they expected and he doesn't want to slow down, he wants Viktor writhing under him. He has been less noisy and vocal than Jayce so far, which was to be expected, but he's fairly sure that is about to change. That is what he thinks moments before Viktor actually does beg him, and Jayce feels like he's spinning into madness.
He will be smug and proud about that later, but right then, he can't think outside of fulfilling that need his partner asked for. Jayce hurriedly pulls his fingers out and slicks up his cock, moving back up Viktor's body. His hand grips Viktor's leg around him and squeezes, a silent warning to hold on, his other hand holding him up. But his entire body is on top of Viktor, covering him, even more so true when he guides himself where they both need him to be and then he's pushing inside of him, surrounding him in every possible way.
Jayce has to slow down if only because he has never experienced anything this good before. And he doesn't want to immediately lose it. He still is not as gentle or slow as he would normally try to be, instead he goes a little faster, pushes a little harder. He starts out on a moan that turns into a strangled cry when he bottoms out, trying to breathe.
He holds himself still to get it together but something in him snaps too, maybe he just is pushing his luck, but Jayce looks down at Viktor's face, his eyes dark from pupils blown wide. He is fully in him but not moving yet. ]
Say it again.
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Date: 2022-07-24 06:53 pm (UTC)There isn't much he can do as Jayce slides in inch by inch, so he holds on for dear life, barely feeling like he's touching the bed anymore with the way Jayce is holding him, enveloping him. He pitches his hips full off the mattress, leg hooked around Jayce's waist, the rest of him held up by one broad arm around the small of his back. Jayce outright groans when he bottoms out and Viktor has his eyes squeezed shut, forehead pressed against the crook of his neck. He feels like he's had all the air knocked out of him, and Jayce wants him to say please again?]
Jayce-- [It's an exclamation more than anything else, Viktor's voice pitching upward at the feeling of being stretched open with Jayce's whole length inside him, though he's not so far gone that he isn't acutely aware of the fact that just the night before, Jayce had told him how much likes to hear Viktor say his name.] Do not make me beg you.
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Date: 2022-07-24 11:20 pm (UTC)Maybe Jayce would tease him more and push to get that please at a different time, but for now he just nods, turning his head into Viktor's hair where he has his face into Jayce's neck. He does love the sound of his name on Viktor's tongue though, in his distinct accent, and he nuzzles into Viktor's hair, kissing the strands. Jayce did already get a please out of him. That will feed him for a time.]
I'm going to move.
[ It is a warning more than anything else, for them both, because it is already so much for him to be inside of Viktor like this. That break to help them adjust gives Jayce a little more strength to take his time and not be the one mindlessly pounding Viktor into the mattress. He does pull his hips back, slowly, similarly to how he did when he first thrust into Viktor's mouth. He immediately regrets any space between them so slides back into him, less rough now that he has better control over himself.
Jayce groans and gasps into Viktor's hair, pulling out and in again, not a rhythm at all yet, more testing the waters as they both adjust. And because his body really wants to thrust so he is compromising. ]
Fuck. [ He croaks. ] You are so tight, V.
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Date: 2022-07-25 09:49 pm (UTC)[When he's in a position like this--so thoroughly enveloped by the body around him, unable to move much for worry of actually hurting himself--he'll find any other way to compensate. In this case, it's being verbally demanding, even if he's not sure how convincing it is when every minute shift of Jayce inside him threatens to send him over the edge. His own cock is pressed between them, no space for anything.
Jayce's first move in and out is slow and steady, and Viktor recognizes that he's trying to control himself. Perhaps part of him appreciates that, but the other part is impatient, able to push past the sting of it and any discomfort in favor of chasing waves of pleasure. He's got both legs hooked on Jayce's hips now, arms wrapped tightly around his neck.]
You want this, right? [Viktor's voice is low, out of breath, whispered right into Jayce's ear.] It's yours. You can take it.
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Date: 2022-07-26 03:43 am (UTC)Mine.
[ Jayce murmurs, drunk with lust, and the next time he moves his thrust is sharp, a snap of his hips instead of a roll. He knows they are not going to last long once they really get started, but maybe that's okay. They are both on this ride together. He has never been so aroused, so keyed in, so desperate. It's beautiful in its agony. ]
You're mine.
[ After everything, Viktor is his. Finally. Jayce gives them both some mercy by taking off the leash. He moves in and out of Viktor with a roughness he would feel bad about later, no real rhythm working perfectly since all he can do is mindlessly chase the pleasure of being inside him. There is grace in the way his muscles ripple, in how every thrust pushes his toned stomach against Viktor's trapped cock, giving much-needed friction.
He tries to kiss him but there is no real way to do that when he's out of breath, moans dripping from his lips. Jayce can't even ask him to look at him, unable to keep his own eyes open as he fucks Viktor in the way they both truly want, passionate and growing in speed as he topples over the edge. He can only groan as he starts to orgasm but keeps moving as if he wants to wring out every second of it for them both. ]
Viktor.
[ He says his name as reverently as a prayer, finally able to kiss him as everything goes white. ]
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