"I am not sharing you with any other Jayces. I need your full-time attention, I'm high maintenance."
Jayce wouldn't share him with anyone, he is deeply possessive, something he didn't entirely realize until he found himself jealous after arriving. He thinks it is probably because he didn't know where they stood at the time, and it's always been them, the idea that Viktor could find one or more people better suited for him, it was a crushing thought. And while Jayce is absolutely confident in their relationship now, Viktor is still his. Luckily he doesn't seem to mind that Jayce is so single-minded. The complete devotion has to make up for it.
He smiles at Viktor's back, leaning his elbow onto the nearby table and resting his cheek against his fist. He too loves this about them. He did when they were only friends too. They could always talk about work and feed off each other's minds. Neither of them had ever met another person like that before. They still haven't.
"I think we have a very good chance of that. They were happy with the work we did." Whatever bad list they were on for their experimentation on Viktor, it does feel like it was washed away with their trackers and birds. And while it means putting in their hands some better tech, Jayce feels like they didn't go over the top or give them anything they couldn't live with. They may have found that balance.
"We can tag team. You work on Matt and Jaskier, I'll help with Claude and go talk to the miners." He doesn't mean he'll do Claude's project, it's just one that he thinks he would be better at than the other two. Viktor has always been better at the precision needed for something like a translator or recordings.
"Once we know what we need, we can approach the academy and pitch them for it."
"On the contrary, I think it might be fun to watch you compete for my attention."
Viktor prides himself on not being the jealous type, but he does sound smug at the prospect, knowing how singularly focused Jayce can be. Of course, all of this is just a hypothetical, even if the idea of the summoning ritual--of infinite universes and a possible way to harness various timelines--percolates in the back of Viktor's mind. The joke makes it easy to downplay (Viktor certainly does not want or need multiple Jayces; one is enough), but he makes a little hm to himself, regardless.
Then, it's time for breakfast. Viktor puts a piece of toast on each plate, then divides the eggs evenly on top of them, then the grilled tomatoes. He finishes with a bit of salt and pepper and olive oil, then begins the delicate balancing act of transporting the plates to the table one at a time. Once everything is safely in front of Jayce, he sinks into his chair, offering a smile.
"Their admonishment of us was performative." Evidenced by the fact that they took all of his work, or what they could find of it, for themselves. Viktor is sure that they sent the letter because they had to, not because they had any moral objections to what they were doing. It was simply too groundbreaking. "Now they won't be able to deny it, not after we found the island."
If Viktor sounds pleased with himself, it's because he is, though there's some disdain in his voice, reserved for the government. He takes a generous bite of toast, then continues with his mouth full. "Neither of those projects will take me long. It's all half-finished anyway." Which means that soon, it will be on to bigger and better things. "How is your breakfast?"
"If you want us actually to eat breakfast and not have sex on this table instead, don't be provocative." Jayce is saying it half joking and half completely serious. Yes inherently the idea of having to compete with other hims for Viktor's attention is ridiculous and that's why it is really funny. On the other hand, it does stir up that little streak in here of claiming him and it doesn't have to be logical to be true.
Jayce reaches out to take Viktor's hand once he sits and kisses the knuckles lovingly, the simplest of gestures, before he releases it and eats. Viktor went through the effort so he would eat it even if it was terrible, but it's good, of course. He nods in agreement about it being performative, although he thinks they probably were annoyed. Annoyed that they didn't get there in time. They were already respected, but this made them something more dangerous ... and more desirable, for scientists.
Jayce on the other hand makes certain to chew and swallow before talking. His mother's training, although he is far more sloppy when they're in the lab and just starving. Then he'll get too excited to care about niceties. "Finish them then. Matt in particular could use it, after what he went through." Jayce found him in the aftermath. A good man, Wanda's man.
"It's great, V." Obviously since Jayce more or less scarfed it down, but that is also him when he's hungry. It goes fast. He scoots his chair closer to Viktor and reaches out to run his fingers through his messy hair. "I love your hair like this so much." Viktor knows that but he's still going to say it.
"You know if I'm a year older, so are you. You got here first." So he'll still always be a little younger than his lover, as it was meant to be. Jayce is definitely the person that once he gets to forty he's going to have a meltdown. Luckily they are many years away from that. For now.
"I'm not being provocative. I'm eating my toast, and then you can carry me back to our bed and have your way with me, because it's your birthday."
Okay, perhaps he's being a little provocative. In his defense, however, it was Jayce who agreed to come to breakfast, so he can be patient for a little longer. He eats one-handed while Jayce kisses his knuckles, then reaches for a napkin as soon as his hand is free, watching intently his partner tries the toast, gauging his reaction.
Once there's confirmation that it is, in fact, edible, Viktor goes back to eating. He's slower than Jayce, nibbling a little, a testament to his smaller appetite more than anything. Still, he's content to sit and eat while Jayce wolfs his down and then goes right back to touching him, those familiar fingers catching in the tangle of his hair (tousled on purpose, obviously). Viktor hums contentedly in response, then considers the next part.
"You know that I don't pay much attention to my birthday." A quiet, year-end affair, noted in the back of his mind for record-keeping purposes, but otherwise not really acknowledged. He won't begrudge either of them for missing it, given the fact that he'd been sick and they were scrambling to complete the Hexcore. "And I don't want to mark it by my arrival. I came here alone. It's not worth remembering."
Alone and sick and frustrated and angry and sure he'd never see Jayce again--not something Viktor wants to commemorate.
Jayce isn't sorry about picking this over immediate sex because then they would have been distracted for at least an hour. This means they'll have enough fuel they don't have to get up for most of the day. It's all strategic planning around how long he gets to keep Viktor in bed with him. They've waited months to have sex, they can wait thirty minutes to be able to sink only into it.
"I know, love, that's why I didn't do anything for it." Jayce obviously loves anniversaries and special days. If he didn't know Viktor prefers to ignore these things, he would have done something dramatic for him. He knows now he's allowed to do dramatic things for their personal anniversaries, so that will fulfill his desire to shower Viktor with good things. He already has plans for the next big gift to give him. The question of when and where is still up in the air for him though.
"I don't even like a few days without seeing you. So I get it." They both know that, he did it in Solvunn but missed him a lot. It was a lot better then the time they were apart when Viktor was mad at him though. Jayce knows it was more than that, it was thinking he'd never see him again, it was some hopelessness.
Jayce is right next to him now so he can tug on his arm gently. "Come here." He means right on top of him, onto his lap if he'll let himself be corralled. Jayce is never satisfied until they're as close as can be, honestly. "I am here, and I am yours forever. We have many of my birthdays left." And that's still technically their birthday at this point, since they're both marked a year older every time.
"Well, we were also busy." He doesn't need to elaborate, of course, though if he wants to get technical, they were on the boat for his birthday. But Viktor hadn't been feeling well even then, rejecting Jayce's attempts to get him to relax, almost as if he knew that something wasn't right and using his general discomfort with the boat as an excuse.
But all of that is behind them now, and Jayce is right that there will be many more birthdays, and anniversaries, and anything else they want to celebrate. That thought, on its own, is enough for a small smile to creep across his face as he chews thoughtfully. A future. Together, just like Jayce imagined. He thinks it's finally starting to sink in.
"I'm looking forward to it," he says, sliding into Jayce's lap as requested, the motion mostly effortless. Viktor no longer feels so diminished by illness, but Jayce will always be much larger than him, and it's hard not to feel small in his arms. Small, but not insecure. Viktor wraps an arm around his shoulders and turns in to face him, leaning in for the kiss. "Don't think I've forgotten about the beach trip you promised me, now that things are settled."
They can't guarantee that they're out of danger forever. They might never feel secure here in Cadens again, but at the very least they have each other, and the unspoken commitment that it will be forever. For as many birthdays as Jayce wants.
"I admit that I outdid myself for our half-year anniversary, so I don't have much today by way of gifts. There is something in the night table for you, though. When you're ready."
Viktor looking forward to a future with him is everything he really ever wanted. The fact it's one they can build and share together is far and above better than any of his fantasies. He smiles and puts his arms around Viktor, returning the kiss gently. "Just give me a little longer to make sure Cait is okay, and then we'll go to Aquila together." He can't rush it, she isn't being obvious about it but he can tell she's not doing well. Jayce has an idea for how to make this all work, and he'll manage it. He always does.
"V, you are literally the only gift I will ever need." Jayce does love his bracelet though, he's wearing it right now, he only takes it off for the shower or in the forge so as not to harm it. Viktor knows all too well that Jayce can carry him around, and it is an unspoken agreement that usually it's fine for him to do that when it comes to sex. If he gets scolded for it, it's typically with a little flirtatious energy.
That is to say that he puts an arm underneath Viktor and sweeps him up into his arms as he stands. Viktor will always be smaller than him, and frankly, he loves that. Jayce is strong enough he could do this with just about anyone, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't enjoy doing this with Viktor. He smiles and even when being playful like this he is very careful with Viktor, carrying him back into the bedroom.
"I missed you," Jayce says as he sets Viktor down on the bed. He never wanted it to seem like sex was vitally important to them, as Viktor was sick and then healing, but he feels like it's safe now to admit how hungry he is. He reaches over to the night table to check out what it is.
The promise of a vacation doesn't mean he wants to rush things. They've only just got everyone back, and Viktor isn't going to tear Jayce away from Caitlyn just for some time at the beach. Some things are more important, and though he can't deny that he's excited for the trip (and maybe some time to finally relax), he's patient. It will be worth it, he's sure.
Viktor can tell that things at the table are winding down, so he does his best to get one more bite of toast in before Jayce scoops him up--if only to not leave leftovers on the table. He can't help but yelp, even though he knows it's coming, though the noise isn't pained and immediately dissolves into a breathy laugh as he clings to Jayce and makes sure not to bang his extremities on the door frame as they push into the bedroom.
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Date: 2023-04-12 10:38 pm (UTC)Jayce wouldn't share him with anyone, he is deeply possessive, something he didn't entirely realize until he found himself jealous after arriving. He thinks it is probably because he didn't know where they stood at the time, and it's always been them, the idea that Viktor could find one or more people better suited for him, it was a crushing thought. And while Jayce is absolutely confident in their relationship now, Viktor is still his. Luckily he doesn't seem to mind that Jayce is so single-minded. The complete devotion has to make up for it.
He smiles at Viktor's back, leaning his elbow onto the nearby table and resting his cheek against his fist. He too loves this about them. He did when they were only friends too. They could always talk about work and feed off each other's minds. Neither of them had ever met another person like that before. They still haven't.
"I think we have a very good chance of that. They were happy with the work we did." Whatever bad list they were on for their experimentation on Viktor, it does feel like it was washed away with their trackers and birds. And while it means putting in their hands some better tech, Jayce feels like they didn't go over the top or give them anything they couldn't live with. They may have found that balance.
"We can tag team. You work on Matt and Jaskier, I'll help with Claude and go talk to the miners." He doesn't mean he'll do Claude's project, it's just one that he thinks he would be better at than the other two. Viktor has always been better at the precision needed for something like a translator or recordings.
"Once we know what we need, we can approach the academy and pitch them for it."
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Date: 2023-04-13 12:04 am (UTC)Viktor prides himself on not being the jealous type, but he does sound smug at the prospect, knowing how singularly focused Jayce can be. Of course, all of this is just a hypothetical, even if the idea of the summoning ritual--of infinite universes and a possible way to harness various timelines--percolates in the back of Viktor's mind. The joke makes it easy to downplay (Viktor certainly does not want or need multiple Jayces; one is enough), but he makes a little hm to himself, regardless.
Then, it's time for breakfast. Viktor puts a piece of toast on each plate, then divides the eggs evenly on top of them, then the grilled tomatoes. He finishes with a bit of salt and pepper and olive oil, then begins the delicate balancing act of transporting the plates to the table one at a time. Once everything is safely in front of Jayce, he sinks into his chair, offering a smile.
"Their admonishment of us was performative." Evidenced by the fact that they took all of his work, or what they could find of it, for themselves. Viktor is sure that they sent the letter because they had to, not because they had any moral objections to what they were doing. It was simply too groundbreaking. "Now they won't be able to deny it, not after we found the island."
If Viktor sounds pleased with himself, it's because he is, though there's some disdain in his voice, reserved for the government. He takes a generous bite of toast, then continues with his mouth full. "Neither of those projects will take me long. It's all half-finished anyway." Which means that soon, it will be on to bigger and better things. "How is your breakfast?"
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Date: 2023-04-13 01:18 am (UTC)Jayce reaches out to take Viktor's hand once he sits and kisses the knuckles lovingly, the simplest of gestures, before he releases it and eats. Viktor went through the effort so he would eat it even if it was terrible, but it's good, of course. He nods in agreement about it being performative, although he thinks they probably were annoyed. Annoyed that they didn't get there in time. They were already respected, but this made them something more dangerous ... and more desirable, for scientists.
Jayce on the other hand makes certain to chew and swallow before talking. His mother's training, although he is far more sloppy when they're in the lab and just starving. Then he'll get too excited to care about niceties. "Finish them then. Matt in particular could use it, after what he went through." Jayce found him in the aftermath. A good man, Wanda's man.
"It's great, V." Obviously since Jayce more or less scarfed it down, but that is also him when he's hungry. It goes fast. He scoots his chair closer to Viktor and reaches out to run his fingers through his messy hair. "I love your hair like this so much." Viktor knows that but he's still going to say it.
"You know if I'm a year older, so are you. You got here first." So he'll still always be a little younger than his lover, as it was meant to be. Jayce is definitely the person that once he gets to forty he's going to have a meltdown. Luckily they are many years away from that. For now.
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Date: 2023-04-13 01:32 am (UTC)Okay, perhaps he's being a little provocative. In his defense, however, it was Jayce who agreed to come to breakfast, so he can be patient for a little longer. He eats one-handed while Jayce kisses his knuckles, then reaches for a napkin as soon as his hand is free, watching intently his partner tries the toast, gauging his reaction.
Once there's confirmation that it is, in fact, edible, Viktor goes back to eating. He's slower than Jayce, nibbling a little, a testament to his smaller appetite more than anything. Still, he's content to sit and eat while Jayce wolfs his down and then goes right back to touching him, those familiar fingers catching in the tangle of his hair (tousled on purpose, obviously). Viktor hums contentedly in response, then considers the next part.
"You know that I don't pay much attention to my birthday." A quiet, year-end affair, noted in the back of his mind for record-keeping purposes, but otherwise not really acknowledged. He won't begrudge either of them for missing it, given the fact that he'd been sick and they were scrambling to complete the Hexcore. "And I don't want to mark it by my arrival. I came here alone. It's not worth remembering."
Alone and sick and frustrated and angry and sure he'd never see Jayce again--not something Viktor wants to commemorate.
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Date: 2023-04-16 02:06 am (UTC)"I know, love, that's why I didn't do anything for it." Jayce obviously loves anniversaries and special days. If he didn't know Viktor prefers to ignore these things, he would have done something dramatic for him. He knows now he's allowed to do dramatic things for their personal anniversaries, so that will fulfill his desire to shower Viktor with good things. He already has plans for the next big gift to give him. The question of when and where is still up in the air for him though.
"I don't even like a few days without seeing you. So I get it." They both know that, he did it in Solvunn but missed him a lot. It was a lot better then the time they were apart when Viktor was mad at him though. Jayce knows it was more than that, it was thinking he'd never see him again, it was some hopelessness.
Jayce is right next to him now so he can tug on his arm gently. "Come here." He means right on top of him, onto his lap if he'll let himself be corralled. Jayce is never satisfied until they're as close as can be, honestly. "I am here, and I am yours forever. We have many of my birthdays left." And that's still technically their birthday at this point, since they're both marked a year older every time.
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Date: 2023-04-16 03:57 am (UTC)But all of that is behind them now, and Jayce is right that there will be many more birthdays, and anniversaries, and anything else they want to celebrate. That thought, on its own, is enough for a small smile to creep across his face as he chews thoughtfully. A future. Together, just like Jayce imagined. He thinks it's finally starting to sink in.
"I'm looking forward to it," he says, sliding into Jayce's lap as requested, the motion mostly effortless. Viktor no longer feels so diminished by illness, but Jayce will always be much larger than him, and it's hard not to feel small in his arms. Small, but not insecure. Viktor wraps an arm around his shoulders and turns in to face him, leaning in for the kiss. "Don't think I've forgotten about the beach trip you promised me, now that things are settled."
They can't guarantee that they're out of danger forever. They might never feel secure here in Cadens again, but at the very least they have each other, and the unspoken commitment that it will be forever. For as many birthdays as Jayce wants.
"I admit that I outdid myself for our half-year anniversary, so I don't have much today by way of gifts. There is something in the night table for you, though. When you're ready."
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Date: 2023-04-16 04:12 am (UTC)"V, you are literally the only gift I will ever need." Jayce does love his bracelet though, he's wearing it right now, he only takes it off for the shower or in the forge so as not to harm it. Viktor knows all too well that Jayce can carry him around, and it is an unspoken agreement that usually it's fine for him to do that when it comes to sex. If he gets scolded for it, it's typically with a little flirtatious energy.
That is to say that he puts an arm underneath Viktor and sweeps him up into his arms as he stands. Viktor will always be smaller than him, and frankly, he loves that. Jayce is strong enough he could do this with just about anyone, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't enjoy doing this with Viktor. He smiles and even when being playful like this he is very careful with Viktor, carrying him back into the bedroom.
"I missed you," Jayce says as he sets Viktor down on the bed. He never wanted it to seem like sex was vitally important to them, as Viktor was sick and then healing, but he feels like it's safe now to admit how hungry he is. He reaches over to the night table to check out what it is.
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Date: 2023-04-16 02:58 pm (UTC)The promise of a vacation doesn't mean he wants to rush things. They've only just got everyone back, and Viktor isn't going to tear Jayce away from Caitlyn just for some time at the beach. Some things are more important, and though he can't deny that he's excited for the trip (and maybe some time to finally relax), he's patient. It will be worth it, he's sure.
Viktor can tell that things at the table are winding down, so he does his best to get one more bite of toast in before Jayce scoops him up--if only to not leave leftovers on the table. He can't help but yelp, even though he knows it's coming, though the noise isn't pained and immediately dissolves into a breathy laugh as he clings to Jayce and makes sure not to bang his extremities on the door frame as they push into the bedroom.
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