[ Jayce didn't expect to have this conversation now either, but it feels like it happened naturally and he doesn't think anything can actually dampen his joy about them being a couple. Sure, it's harsher than the happiness they were coasting on, but for him it's one more thing about being intimate. Being honest, talking things out, and then taking comfort from each other. And once they have the talk, they can know it's out there and move on, hopefully to more kissing. ]
I'm the King of Too Much.
[ It's a joke but he keeps running his fingers through Viktor's hair, hoping that it's helping. Viktor isn't as obvious as him when it comes to showing emotions, but he can feel him relaxing with the comforting pets. ]
Hey, look at me.
[ Jayce leans back so he can make eye contact, his soft gold-brown eyes their usual amount of painfully sincere. ]
I don't need an out. If there's one thing you can count on, it's that my love for you is stronger than anything you could throw at me. So stop wasting valuable energy on pushing me away. I'm never going to leave you by choice.
[ He says leave you by choice because they never know what happens here or why it does, so he doesn't want to make promises he ultimately can't keep. But Jayce knows that otherwise, his word is all he needs to give. He knows what Viktor is doing, bringing up the reasons he should go, and he looks deep into Viktor's golden eyes. Jayce puts his other arm over Viktor's slender shoulders and simply half-holds him like this, his embrace warm and solid. ]
Let me be here for you. Just give in. You know how pointless it is to argue with me when I'm determined.
[ Jayce smiles faintly, trying to hit that nice medium ground between playful and serious. ]
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Date: 2022-07-01 02:16 am (UTC)I'm the King of Too Much.
[ It's a joke but he keeps running his fingers through Viktor's hair, hoping that it's helping. Viktor isn't as obvious as him when it comes to showing emotions, but he can feel him relaxing with the comforting pets. ]
Hey, look at me.
[ Jayce leans back so he can make eye contact, his soft gold-brown eyes their usual amount of painfully sincere. ]
I don't need an out. If there's one thing you can count on, it's that my love for you is stronger than anything you could throw at me. So stop wasting valuable energy on pushing me away. I'm never going to leave you by choice.
[ He says leave you by choice because they never know what happens here or why it does, so he doesn't want to make promises he ultimately can't keep. But Jayce knows that otherwise, his word is all he needs to give. He knows what Viktor is doing, bringing up the reasons he should go, and he looks deep into Viktor's golden eyes. Jayce puts his other arm over Viktor's slender shoulders and simply half-holds him like this, his embrace warm and solid. ]
Let me be here for you. Just give in. You know how pointless it is to argue with me when I'm determined.
[ Jayce smiles faintly, trying to hit that nice medium ground between playful and serious. ]