[But whatever Jayce has to tell himself. Viktor likes to think he's a little more strong-willed than that--more focused on his work, but part of him knows that everything changes after this. He's allowed himself this indulgence, and after so long of trying to be selfless, maybe he can permit this. Jayce is so happy, that much is clear, and the feeling is infectious.
His pace is slow, for now, long, steady strokes as he lets Jayce vent some of his anxiety. Of course people would expect certain things of him--just as people expect certain things of Viktor. Seeing Jayce's uncertainty twists something in the pit of his stomach, and he uses his free hand to smooth the hair back from his forehead, an attempt to be comforting.]
I want this. [He's not sure what else he has to do to convince Jayce of that, but he offers another slow kiss anyway, hand still working steadily.] I'll go slow.
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[But whatever Jayce has to tell himself. Viktor likes to think he's a little more strong-willed than that--more focused on his work, but part of him knows that everything changes after this. He's allowed himself this indulgence, and after so long of trying to be selfless, maybe he can permit this. Jayce is so happy, that much is clear, and the feeling is infectious.
His pace is slow, for now, long, steady strokes as he lets Jayce vent some of his anxiety. Of course people would expect certain things of him--just as people expect certain things of Viktor. Seeing Jayce's uncertainty twists something in the pit of his stomach, and he uses his free hand to smooth the hair back from his forehead, an attempt to be comforting.]
I want this. [He's not sure what else he has to do to convince Jayce of that, but he offers another slow kiss anyway, hand still working steadily.] I'll go slow.