Of course I'm going to take advantage of getting what I want, V. I'm not that stupid. And I am opportunistic.
[ Viktor is offering him up intimacy, sex, true partnership, everything he has been thinking about on a platter and Jayce is going to jump on it immediately. He's not quite at a point yet where there isn't a part of him worried that if he doesn't, it could go away. This is all so new and he wants to hold onto it, tightly. Viktor is naked in a bath next to him and it feels completely normal, somehow, if a little more thrilling than normal.
Jayce knows that his dream probably will not happen the way he pictured. It's a fantasy, it isn't something someone would expect to be real. Even if they find a cure for Viktor's illness, it likely won't end up the exact way he thought, and that's fine. The reality will be better than the idea, it already is. They are not playing by the rules of his fantasy in the first place. They wouldn't have had a fight before they got together, for example. Everything is much more perfect in dreams.
He hands the shampoo over, looking forward to smelling or touching his hair when it's clean again.]
Okay, I can practice that.
[ Jayce sits casually where he is, looking up at the ceiling for a moment, a smirk curling at his lips. Because he is about to be both clever and a little flustered. ]
What I want is for you to get clean and then take me to your room and pound me into the mattress.
[ It probably would land better if even saying it didn't make Jayce's cheeks heat a little, but it's the thought that counts. They might not be kids, but it still is talking about the first time being with the man he loves. He doesn't know if it would be a surprise to hear his preferred approach but there really is a long list for him. You could take one off anywhere on his page and he would be happy about it. ]
Here, let me help with your hair. You can relax
[ Calm, as if he didn't just shamelessly come onto him, but Jayce thinks it would be sweet to wash his hair and let Viktor relax in the tub and let someone take care of him for once. He's never done anything like that before, but it seems like it would be nice. ]
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[ Viktor is offering him up intimacy, sex, true partnership, everything he has been thinking about on a platter and Jayce is going to jump on it immediately. He's not quite at a point yet where there isn't a part of him worried that if he doesn't, it could go away. This is all so new and he wants to hold onto it, tightly. Viktor is naked in a bath next to him and it feels completely normal, somehow, if a little more thrilling than normal.
Jayce knows that his dream probably will not happen the way he pictured. It's a fantasy, it isn't something someone would expect to be real. Even if they find a cure for Viktor's illness, it likely won't end up the exact way he thought, and that's fine. The reality will be better than the idea, it already is. They are not playing by the rules of his fantasy in the first place. They wouldn't have had a fight before they got together, for example. Everything is much more perfect in dreams.
He hands the shampoo over, looking forward to smelling or touching his hair when it's clean again.]
Okay, I can practice that.
[ Jayce sits casually where he is, looking up at the ceiling for a moment, a smirk curling at his lips. Because he is about to be both clever and a little flustered. ]
What I want is for you to get clean and then take me to your room and pound me into the mattress.
[ It probably would land better if even saying it didn't make Jayce's cheeks heat a little, but it's the thought that counts. They might not be kids, but it still is talking about the first time being with the man he loves. He doesn't know if it would be a surprise to hear his preferred approach but there really is a long list for him. You could take one off anywhere on his page and he would be happy about it. ]
Here, let me help with your hair. You can relax
[ Calm, as if he didn't just shamelessly come onto him, but Jayce thinks it would be sweet to wash his hair and let Viktor relax in the tub and let someone take care of him for once. He's never done anything like that before, but it seems like it would be nice. ]