"I'm not avoiding, love. I'm living in the present with you."
That was what Jayce took out of Viktor's confession that him talking about the future all the time was uncomfortable. He couldn't see the future whereas Jayce can only look toward it with bright eyes and big hopes. It was a perfectly reasonable thing from Viktor's point of view, and Jayce has intentionally not mentioned it since. And he words it in a positive way like that. Living with Viktor now, not living in a fantasy Jayce made up.
Jayce adjusts so Viktor can move comfortably around him and he just sinks into his affection. He drowns in Viktor's affection sometimes, lets it wrap around him so nothing else exists but them. Physical reassurance is always the way to Jayce's heart and to calm his mind. He places his hand on one of Viktor's arms around him, tilting his head to the side when Viktor kisses his neck. He sighs happily, closing his eyes briefly to simply enjoy; nothing is better than this.
"Oh definitely, by the Nocwich people, by our own people, and I have no doubt our factions are intending to spy on Nocwich while they have the chance too. It's been separated a long time. I wonder what they'd do if one of us tried to move factions, all the portals are open. It seems like it would be the only chance."
Jayce is not saying that because he wants to, he has built a reputation in Cadens now, but he is thinking of other people who may be separated. If Viktor was somewhere else, he would have done anything to get to him.
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Date: 2022-09-28 02:25 am (UTC)That was what Jayce took out of Viktor's confession that him talking about the future all the time was uncomfortable. He couldn't see the future whereas Jayce can only look toward it with bright eyes and big hopes. It was a perfectly reasonable thing from Viktor's point of view, and Jayce has intentionally not mentioned it since. And he words it in a positive way like that. Living with Viktor now, not living in a fantasy Jayce made up.
Jayce adjusts so Viktor can move comfortably around him and he just sinks into his affection. He drowns in Viktor's affection sometimes, lets it wrap around him so nothing else exists but them. Physical reassurance is always the way to Jayce's heart and to calm his mind. He places his hand on one of Viktor's arms around him, tilting his head to the side when Viktor kisses his neck. He sighs happily, closing his eyes briefly to simply enjoy; nothing is better than this.
"Oh definitely, by the Nocwich people, by our own people, and I have no doubt our factions are intending to spy on Nocwich while they have the chance too. It's been separated a long time. I wonder what they'd do if one of us tried to move factions, all the portals are open. It seems like it would be the only chance."
Jayce is not saying that because he wants to, he has built a reputation in Cadens now, but he is thinking of other people who may be separated. If Viktor was somewhere else, he would have done anything to get to him.