In truth, Jayce is afraid of taking the risk, it is the better thing to do, but it speeds up the possibility of losing him. He is pretty positive when they do get to that point, he will secretly have his doubts and terror over it, but he won't give up either. This is Viktor's life and Viktor's choice and he is in 100%. Viktor deserves to live free of his own fear. Jayce's fears can't be stopped, but they can be overcome.
He sits on the bed with Viktor, he never likes to be that far from him if he can help it. Nocwich turned out to be a brilliant idea. For all the obvious reasons, and who knows, maybe this meeting could be a key to what they do eventually. He's optimistic!
"I didn't mean to bring too much attention to it."
He doesn't want Viktor to get in his head about it, since it is the bare basic of thinking post-success. Jayce sees it more as perhaps a glimmer of hope. The smallest 'maybe after' thought from Viktor is hopeful. Jayce has purposely not mentioned any of his future thoughts out of respect for what Viktor told him, but it hasn't stopped him from thinking about it.
"It's great to see so many people here for the first time. I couldn't believe it when I finally got to hug Wanda or pat Kell on the back." They both know that the Horizon feels real, but they prefer to do certain things in real life. It is different. "Sometimes I wish we all could be in one place."
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Date: 2022-09-26 04:34 pm (UTC)He sits on the bed with Viktor, he never likes to be that far from him if he can help it. Nocwich turned out to be a brilliant idea. For all the obvious reasons, and who knows, maybe this meeting could be a key to what they do eventually. He's optimistic!
"I didn't mean to bring too much attention to it."
He doesn't want Viktor to get in his head about it, since it is the bare basic of thinking post-success. Jayce sees it more as perhaps a glimmer of hope. The smallest 'maybe after' thought from Viktor is hopeful. Jayce has purposely not mentioned any of his future thoughts out of respect for what Viktor told him, but it hasn't stopped him from thinking about it.
"It's great to see so many people here for the first time. I couldn't believe it when I finally got to hug Wanda or pat Kell on the back." They both know that the Horizon feels real, but they prefer to do certain things in real life. It is different. "Sometimes I wish we all could be in one place."