"That's right," he says, playing into it. There's a thought in the back of his mind, that he doesn't want Jayce to be hung up on him forever, should the worst happen--he deserves to move on with his life, and love other people, and make the most of the years that he has. He thinks, that if it comes down to it, he'd make that clear.
For now, however, he indulges in what Jayce wants, simply because it's driving him to incoherence. Viktor watches intently as the last few strokes send Jayce over the edge, angling his shaft so that his orgasm hits his stomach and chest. He knows, by now, that Jayce doesn't really care about a mess, so he leaves it for now and indulges the request to kiss, instead.
He won't take his hand off Jayce's cock until he's asked to. Viktor leans in, to kiss him slowly, pressing his tongue past Jayce's parted lips, still stroking him lazily to make sure he's wrung every last drop out of him.
For now, however, he indulges in what Jayce wants, simply because it's driving him to incoherence. Viktor watches intently as the last few strokes send Jayce over the edge, angling his shaft so that his orgasm hits his stomach and chest. He knows, by now, that Jayce doesn't really care about a mess, so he leaves it for now and indulges the request to kiss, instead.
He won't take his hand off Jayce's cock until he's asked to. Viktor leans in, to kiss him slowly, pressing his tongue past Jayce's parted lips, still stroking him lazily to make sure he's wrung every last drop out of him.
Viktor keeps going until Jayce tells him to stop, then he releases his hand, letting it hover for a moment before choosing a (clean) spot for it to come to rest. He pulls back from the kiss and watches Jayce's face, expecting a request to follow but perhaps not anticipating it in this particular way. Like almost everything else about Jayce, Viktor finds this hopelessly endearing. The sheer sheepishness with which he makes the request--calling it a pitch, even--almost gets a laugh out of him.
"Well, since you asked so politely..."
He can't quite hide the way the corners of his lips quirk upward. It aches, almost, to peel himself away from Jayce's warm body, but he tells himself this is a necessity. Viktor sits up to strip his pants off, then, with some effort, swings his good leg over Jayce's middle in order to straddle him. One hand splays across the broad chest beneath him, the other slides down to take himself in hand. All the while, he watches Jayce intently.
"Well, since you asked so politely..."
He can't quite hide the way the corners of his lips quirk upward. It aches, almost, to peel himself away from Jayce's warm body, but he tells himself this is a necessity. Viktor sits up to strip his pants off, then, with some effort, swings his good leg over Jayce's middle in order to straddle him. One hand splays across the broad chest beneath him, the other slides down to take himself in hand. All the while, he watches Jayce intently.
( Inej doesn't even pause for Dean's recommendation — he drinks here often enough that she knows what he'd pick for the both of them, and she goes about pouring Jayce a pint. Sets it on the bar before him, and then slips off to help other patrons while they talk.
Dean raises up his own glass to gently tap it against Jayce's in a tiny little cheers. )
Oh, well, you know. Can't complain. ( He says, with the tone of someone who totally can and probably will complain. ) Got my ass raked over the coals literally and figuratively over that whole house fire thing, but I've been worse.
( He shrugs a shoulder. Takes a drink, then thunks the glass back down on the bar top. )
What about you? They writing songs about you yet?
Dean raises up his own glass to gently tap it against Jayce's in a tiny little cheers. )
Oh, well, you know. Can't complain. ( He says, with the tone of someone who totally can and probably will complain. ) Got my ass raked over the coals literally and figuratively over that whole house fire thing, but I've been worse.
( He shrugs a shoulder. Takes a drink, then thunks the glass back down on the bar top. )
What about you? They writing songs about you yet?
Viktor has never really doubted Jayce's experience (well, maybe a little, when it comes to actually being with men), but it does have him wondering what he must have been like with other people, if he's so shy about asking for something that Viktor considers fairly basic. Again, he entertains the thought that sometime he should let Jayce boss him around, if only to see what he'll do. For now, however, he'll indulge this arrangement, smirking a little as he looks down at Jayce, flushed and disheveled. He still has his pants halfway down his thighs.
"You look like you enjoyed that," he says, corners of his mouth quirking upwards. Really, it's indescribable. Jayce looks far from sated, but there's a softness--a satisfaction to his expression that he loves to see. Viktor pauses for just a moment to slick himself up, but soon enough he's falling into a rhythm, stroking himself steadily and bracing himself against Jayce's chest.
When he reaches out for Viktor's bare skin, he gets his hand smacked away for the effort. "I didn't say you could touch."
"You look like you enjoyed that," he says, corners of his mouth quirking upwards. Really, it's indescribable. Jayce looks far from sated, but there's a softness--a satisfaction to his expression that he loves to see. Viktor pauses for just a moment to slick himself up, but soon enough he's falling into a rhythm, stroking himself steadily and bracing himself against Jayce's chest.
When he reaches out for Viktor's bare skin, he gets his hand smacked away for the effort. "I didn't say you could touch."
𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕔𝕜 𝕚𝕟 𝕠𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 & 𝕍𝕚𝕜𝕥𝕠𝕣 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟,
𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕃𝕚𝕓𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕒𝕤.
𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕕𝕠 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟 𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕀'𝕕 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕔𝕦𝕤𝕤, 𝕥𝕠𝕠.
𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕃𝕚𝕓𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕒𝕤.
𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕕𝕠 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟 𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕀'𝕕 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕔𝕦𝕤𝕤, 𝕥𝕠𝕠.
"A thing, Jayce?"
Now he's really not going to let him get away with any of this. Viktor scoots up a few more inches, so that he's less straddling Jayce across the middle and more his ribcage. All the while, he keeps working diligently, doing his very best to look unaffected by the fact that he's touching himself. It's only marginally successful as sweat starts to prick at his temples and he goes a little slack-jawed with exertion. He'd rather not be talking at all, at this point, but Jayce leaves him no choice.
"Of course I like it ." Jayce's hands are skilled, and he's already proven how much he likes running them over him. That isn't the point. "The difference between the two of us is that I have self-control. What if I made you sit here and watch? Could you keep your hands off me?"
Now he's really not going to let him get away with any of this. Viktor scoots up a few more inches, so that he's less straddling Jayce across the middle and more his ribcage. All the while, he keeps working diligently, doing his very best to look unaffected by the fact that he's touching himself. It's only marginally successful as sweat starts to prick at his temples and he goes a little slack-jawed with exertion. He'd rather not be talking at all, at this point, but Jayce leaves him no choice.
"Of course I like it ." Jayce's hands are skilled, and he's already proven how much he likes running them over him. That isn't the point. "The difference between the two of us is that I have self-control. What if I made you sit here and watch? Could you keep your hands off me?"
"Yes, in an entire world of attractive things, you've chosen an emaciated invalid. Doesn't reflect very well on you, Jayce."
He wants to also argue that Jayce did touch him, quite a lot. Sure, it was reserved his shoulders, and arms, but he can count more than a few times where Jayce's hand settled on his lower back in a decidedly non-platonic way. He isn't fooling anyone. Getting into that, however, seems like more trouble than it's worth, especially when he feels himself starting to push towards the edge.
Viktor can protest all he wants, but Jayce knows too much about him by now. There's no real hiding, so he offers a withering glance that more-or-less says I'm trying.
"You can steady me," he concedes finally, but just a moment later it becomes clear he's only saying that so he can free up his other hand and slide his thumb against Jayce's lips, inviting him to take it into his mouth.
He wants to also argue that Jayce did touch him, quite a lot. Sure, it was reserved his shoulders, and arms, but he can count more than a few times where Jayce's hand settled on his lower back in a decidedly non-platonic way. He isn't fooling anyone. Getting into that, however, seems like more trouble than it's worth, especially when he feels himself starting to push towards the edge.
Viktor can protest all he wants, but Jayce knows too much about him by now. There's no real hiding, so he offers a withering glance that more-or-less says I'm trying.
"You can steady me," he concedes finally, but just a moment later it becomes clear he's only saying that so he can free up his other hand and slide his thumb against Jayce's lips, inviting him to take it into his mouth.
With Jayce to secure him, Viktor can lean forward slightly, tilting his hips so that he can thrust more firmly into his palm. Jayce looks obscene, sucking on his fingers, looking up at him like that. It's almost enough to make him come on the spot--it doesn't, not quite, but he feels telltale heat pooling in the pit of his stomach as he quickens his pace.
"Open." It's a breathy command that betrays how close he is to the edge, but if Jayce doesn't comply, Viktor will do it for him, pulling on his bottom lip with the pad of his thumb and then pressing it against his tongue. Whether Jayce actually parts his lips or not doesn't really matter--Viktor is going to fulfill his request either way, with or without the bonus of hitting his mouth.
"I love seeing you like this," he gasps, clearly becoming a little undone. "Ready to take anything that I--I give you."
But he's betrayed by the way his voice catches and his eyebrows furrow, finally letting himself go. He does his best to aim at Jayce's face as requested, but his composure is quickly lost as he comes in spurts, cock twitching in his own hand.
"Open." It's a breathy command that betrays how close he is to the edge, but if Jayce doesn't comply, Viktor will do it for him, pulling on his bottom lip with the pad of his thumb and then pressing it against his tongue. Whether Jayce actually parts his lips or not doesn't really matter--Viktor is going to fulfill his request either way, with or without the bonus of hitting his mouth.
"I love seeing you like this," he gasps, clearly becoming a little undone. "Ready to take anything that I--I give you."
But he's betrayed by the way his voice catches and his eyebrows furrow, finally letting himself go. He does his best to aim at Jayce's face as requested, but his composure is quickly lost as he comes in spurts, cock twitching in his own hand.
𝕊𝕒𝕞𝕖. 𝕀'𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕕𝕒𝕪𝕤. 𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕤 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖, 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕀 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕤𝕜𝕚𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕕 𝕒 𝕗𝕖𝕨 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕤𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕜𝕤. 𝔸 𝕝𝕠𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕚𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕦𝕡 𝕟𝕠𝕨, 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕣 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕖𝕤.
𝕀'𝕞 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕔𝕜 𝕞𝕪 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕝 𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕡𝕚𝕖𝕔𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕟𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕓𝕠𝕣𝕟 𝕥𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕠𝕗𝕗 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖. 𝔹𝕠𝕠𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕤. 𝕃𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕝 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕕𝕖. 𝔻𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕠𝕩𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘?
𝕀'𝕞 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕔𝕜 𝕞𝕪 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕝 𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕡𝕚𝕖𝕔𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕟𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕓𝕠𝕣𝕟 𝕥𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕠𝕗𝕗 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖. 𝔹𝕠𝕠𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕤. 𝕃𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕝 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕕𝕖. 𝔻𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕠𝕩𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘?
Watching Jayce take it—not just take it, but thoroughly enjoy it—is nothing short of obscene. Viktor can’t control himself, pumping his hand until he’s sure that there’s nothing left, and that it’s all streaked across Jayce’s face and throat. From there, he just watches, finding that he’s proud of the way he’s marked his partner, a tightness in his chest as he watches Jayce draw his fingers into his mouth. Viktor can’t resist indulging a little himself, smearing his thumb across Jayce’s bottom lip and encouraging him to lick that clean, too.
Suffice to say there will be no arguments from him about cleaning up. Jayce is right. They can wait.
Viktor isn’t as prone to the sweeping declarations of satisfaction as Jayce, but he does give a little hum of contentment as he scoots back down, all the better to lean in to kiss him. That much should be answer enough.
Suffice to say there will be no arguments from him about cleaning up. Jayce is right. They can wait.
Viktor isn’t as prone to the sweeping declarations of satisfaction as Jayce, but he does give a little hum of contentment as he scoots back down, all the better to lean in to kiss him. That much should be answer enough.
“You act like I’m doing you a favor.”
As though he didn’t like it too, or doesn’t gain immense satisfaction from giving Jayce what he wants. Viktor doesn’t even try to move off him, instead laying on top of him, resting his chin on his chest. He reaches upward to smooth out Jayce’s hair, but finds that if there is anything in it, it seems so little that it doesn’t matter. They’re going to wash up after this regardless.
It’s surprising, to hear Jayce talk like this. Viktor knows that, on some level, Jayce is just settling into a relationship he’s actually fully comfortable in, but he’s not sure what to make of it, not really.
“What do you mean, you had no idea what you liked?” Viktor looks up at him, an eyebrow raised. “You’d never ask for anything?”
As though he didn’t like it too, or doesn’t gain immense satisfaction from giving Jayce what he wants. Viktor doesn’t even try to move off him, instead laying on top of him, resting his chin on his chest. He reaches upward to smooth out Jayce’s hair, but finds that if there is anything in it, it seems so little that it doesn’t matter. They’re going to wash up after this regardless.
It’s surprising, to hear Jayce talk like this. Viktor knows that, on some level, Jayce is just settling into a relationship he’s actually fully comfortable in, but he’s not sure what to make of it, not really.
“What do you mean, you had no idea what you liked?” Viktor looks up at him, an eyebrow raised. “You’d never ask for anything?”
Viktor makes a little hm noise and rolls off of Jayce, settling against his side in the crook of his arm. He reaches across Jayce’s chest to grasp at his hand, lacing their fingers together, running his thumb over rough knuckles.
Perhaps the question is a little awkward, and maybe he feels a little badly for putting Jayce in this position, but he finds it valuable to talk about regardless. Yes, Viktor knows very well that Jayce is a people-pleaser, and that carries over to their bedroom activities. Still, the sheepishness with which he asked for something that he wanted struck Viktor, a bit. He never wants Jayce to feel like he can’t—or shouldn’t—ask for something. Viktor wants to give him everything.
“I’ll consider that a compliment.” Even if a roundabout one. Viktor knows that Jayce has always been the most comfortable with him, though his thoughts drift towards the hypothetical timeline of home—if his few nights with Mel would have turned into a real relationship, given the chance. Given the political juggernaut that such a pairing would be, and Viktor’s own preoccupations at the time, he imagines that’s how things might have gone. Another reminder that this relationship—the one Jayce considers real—exists because of their displacement here. Another reminder to Viktor that this is something to cherish.
“Always ask me for what you want. Even if you’re embarrassed.”
Perhaps the question is a little awkward, and maybe he feels a little badly for putting Jayce in this position, but he finds it valuable to talk about regardless. Yes, Viktor knows very well that Jayce is a people-pleaser, and that carries over to their bedroom activities. Still, the sheepishness with which he asked for something that he wanted struck Viktor, a bit. He never wants Jayce to feel like he can’t—or shouldn’t—ask for something. Viktor wants to give him everything.
“I’ll consider that a compliment.” Even if a roundabout one. Viktor knows that Jayce has always been the most comfortable with him, though his thoughts drift towards the hypothetical timeline of home—if his few nights with Mel would have turned into a real relationship, given the chance. Given the political juggernaut that such a pairing would be, and Viktor’s own preoccupations at the time, he imagines that’s how things might have gone. Another reminder that this relationship—the one Jayce considers real—exists because of their displacement here. Another reminder to Viktor that this is something to cherish.
“Always ask me for what you want. Even if you’re embarrassed.”
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